FRIENDSHIP MEANS SO MUCH TO ME.
Close your eyes. take a deep breath. open your eyes and wave goodbye.
Goodbye, my friends. Wish me all the best in whatever i do.

&do not see me again.

Just becos you cant see the wound doesnt mean its not hurting..

It scars all the time, but it heals.

So till the time it heals, only when GOD knows when, im fcuking hurt with every moment passing by. These dreams im having are hunting like nightmares, it freaks me out cos i wake up screaming instead of smiling.

Just why do i deserve all this ?

Or rather, we ?

Where i'd like to be is few months back....

Since you have decided to listen to others than me, i dont see the reason for us to carry on.. Knowing me for so long, you still dk me well. Even someone i knew a period ago, und what kind of person i am. You ? Get influenced by some ppl easily. Idk if your disappointed in me or what, i heck care. Yea right, you will blame yourself everytime. C'mon la, we are all smart ppl. Some ppl are simply jealous of us yet you just trust them w/o thinking what kind of person i am ? Im fcuking pissed ! And yes, i mean fcuking. I know you do too. Im speechless. I reflected. I heard ppl saying you were having cold war with me becos of friends ? What has it got to do with them ? tell me! What for being so clear cut who can i mix with, who i cant? Yknow im sociable.. Live with friends. Your saying me, what about yourself. You are no better, seriously. Lemme say this again, i dont want the same problems revolving ard me again. That feeling sucks big time!? ihateit. I had such a diff time overcoming it. Here i am thinking of ways for us to salvage this but there you are overwhelming by their nonsense. Is their nonsense, not mine! I didnt create or got involve in any probs this hols. DOnt ever expect me to change for the sake of us. I live for myself. Cant accept? Fcuk off.! You find this annoying? I do. Becos of YOU and YOUR friends, i cant do things that how i usually did to treat friends. Sorry people. :') When we bumped into each other in school, we didnt even smile. Lest, eye contact. What with this ? Whats with our attitude? Its been months. You kept me in the dark. This isnt the thing i wanna. Im least interested. I want to do things w/o any concerns. To all the BMs out there, better shut your fcuking gap. And put a full stop t everything. You benefit nothing. Things your having now had been short lived. Dirty tricks wont last. Bunch of insane, brainless ASS. Im starting to doubt the things you told me last time. Isit still valid ? I doubt so.. If im given a chance to start afresh, i wont choose the same route again. Its so jerky. Who say ppl that you befriend with knows you well ? Crap. Im not a person who will forget the old buds when i have new buds. Im not!

PUT A FULL STOP, PLEASE.