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Sunday, May 31, 2009

Slept at 4plus am. Don't ask me why.
I'm just unable t get t sleep. Tossing and turning on bed always.
Was SMS-ing, though. LUCKily, someone's still willing t chat w me. Hahas, thanks ar! & Sorry i din reply ur sms cuze i... fell asleep. I'm damn tired. So sorry :S
Woke up at 11am, bathed & got ready for tuition. -.-
Met June Siaokia at Hougang Mall at 4pm t pass her th e-dic and also have dinner cum lunch. Coincidentally, i saw XiaoTong in th bus. She told me funny things, i laughed (!!) Haas... Then, we chatted about bbq and stuffs on.. When we were about t go home, saw WeiShan junior. Wah, so qiao! ^^ And siaokia, i din see her at all hor, dun say i 'jia jia' okay. Haha. She sent me th bus-stop and also acc me t wait for bus. thanks, siaokia! ><
Th weather's killing me so we Entered 7-11 for air-con LOL o.O
CURRENTLY NOT AVAILABLE
Siaokia, you know what i mean uhh. Hahahah :DD
Jiayou for tmr Chinese exams uhh! Can do it derh, rmb don't let your effort go t waste for studying so long! (((:

Maybe i still don't gain your trust.

10:00 PM
Jeanin.C

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Went Bishan w Mum and sis(:
Dinnered at Din Tai Fung? Its a restaurant..
Had sumptous meal there ya. Yummy food... Maybe i'm just famished bah?
Then we went t th Singtel shop looking at phones, craving for them badly. Err. Not only me, but my mum too! She wanted t buy a NOKIA hp ^^ In th end she procrastinated it. She complained that th price, too dear. Lmao. I showed her th phone i wanna, she promised we'll buy the two phones tgthr (!!)
I was like... hur? Did I hear wrong things or something ?
Of cos, 3 big WOWs! ><
Since time was still early, headed t shops t purchase clothes & shorts.
Of cos, i went t fit some clothes.
Due t my carelessness, i left my wallet on th side table. Gosh. My heart almost stop thumping! Darn, panic-stricken -.- Quickly went t th fiiting rooms i entered t cherk but its still nowhere t be found man! Luckily, there was a kind-hearted lady telling me that someone passed it t th counter. Dashed t th counter t claim it back. Heng ar, everything was still intact. Phew... :D
I'm always that absent-minded. Forgive me!!
After that, we cabbed home.

10:38 PM
Jeanin.C

Friday, May 29, 2009














Checkmate.
I have lost th battle in an awful awesome way. --> results
Its time for me t start a new beginning.
Yes, i lost.
Jean, its not th end of the world yet.

Met June Siaokia and Huiming at Hougang Mall Mac for dinner.
Haha, nickname for Huiming ( Maria ), new appointed maid by siaokia? LOL
I know both of you can't tolerate me today cos im really crazyyyy... But seriously, i'm tired that's why. Had been laughing non-stop, and i think Huiming gotta find me a lil siao bah ? Cos usually i'm emo t her ya ? Hehs.
My craps almost drive them siao man.. You will hardly see me that giler de. Unless i'm having some gatherings or what..
After that, headed t AXS machine t book th bbq pit! Finally! Alright, besties and dearies will be invited.

Below will be th following ppl i'm gonna invite t my BBQ :
-June
-Lynette
-Zoey
-Fennie
-ChewMing
-Patricia
-Nichloas
-CanXing
-EeHon
-BenLiang
-ZhiQiang
-WeiCong
-C.WeiChong
-Alan
-Alicia
-ZhiQing
-Laraine
-Michaela
-Yvonne
-Mayling
_YeeChen

Date: 13th June 2009
Venue @ Punggol Park

You maybe disappointed when you fail,
But you will be doom if you don't try.

3:50 PM
Jeanin.C

Thursday, May 28, 2009

ART,ART,ART.
Doom. Its simply endless-ss-ss...
Miss Tong talked t EeHon, WeiCong, Laraine, Geraldine & me.
Wow, her expectations of us are real high yeah... A1...
After hearing it, th 5 of us were stunned w our jaws opened !
Really, its a diff task. Of cuze, 'll try t get A1 though im not really confident in getting it yet. She wanna us t get everything ready by mon, and supposed t sketch out on th A1 drawing paper D: We are t start colouring officially on 4th June. >< Can you pls, pls, gimme more time? Or even th clock t stop tick-tocking ? Its really stressful. Miss Tong will just be with us on Mon, and the rest of th coursework days will be Miss Li taking over. Darn, i mights well end my work here. W or w/o her help is still th same man!

Miss tong, Miss Lydia, i really need you !!!
Lois, if only you are still a teacher in PHSS..

3:41 PM
Jeanin.C

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Nowadays, moodswing's getting serious.
IDK why, almost flare up over minor matters. Shucks ><
But, i controlled though.
This month, many things had happened. And finally its solved.
Damn, isimplyhateit D:

Art lesson tmr.
Draft not done -.- Gimme a slap.
Im alrdy lagging behind, pls, lemme be back t my old self.
I can't tolerate th current me now, its driving me crazy!!
Ytd, someone told me im a great friend but i dont feel it.
Perhaps, she's just flattering me? Aw.. idk. Maybe its true?

3:34 PM
Jeanin.C

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

THE 100 QUESTIONNS - tagged by ZhiQing
01. Real name -Jeanin Chia
02. Nickname(s)- Laughing Buddha ^^
03. Star sign - Leo
04. Male or female - Female.
05. Elementary - Secondary {:
06. Middle School - Parry Primary School.
07. High School - Pei Hwa Secondary School
08. Hair color - BLACK-BROWN !
09. Long or short hair- Long
10. Loud or Quiet - Loud o.O
11. Sweats or Jeans - Jeans
12. Phone or Camera - Phone.
13. Fruits or fried foods- Fruits
14. Drink or Smoke? - Drinks :D
15. Do you have a crush on someone?- Yes ( I think ? )
16. Eat or Drink - Eat ( Craving for hotdogs now! )
17. Piercings - Depends? ( where? )
18. Tattoos - Nah, waste of money (!!)
19. Been in an airplane - Yes.
20. Been in a relationship - No ( Nobody wants me..)
21. Been in a car accident - No.
22. Been in a first fight - No.
FIRST:
23. First piercing - 5 years old -.-
24. First best friend - Can't rmb, lol
25. First award - Took part in tennis inter sch competition w/o awards?
26. First crush - I still dk what's crust @ that time !?
27. First fashion sense - wthell?
28. First vacation - Thailand?
LAST:
29. Last person you talked to - Zoey
30. Last person you texted - Alicia
31. Last person(s) you watched a movie with - Yvonne & Alicia
32. Last food you ate - Cherries
33. Last movie you watched - Nah,i'm a busy person.
34. Last song you listened to - Tonight
35. Last thing you bought - 100plus
36. Last person you hugged- Laraine Lam.
FAVES:
37. Food - Something w fish ^^
38. Drinks - Green Tea :D
39. Clothing - Err.. Depends where i'm going!
40. Books - Wait till i read one ._.
41. Music - The Click Five, Craig David, Jason Mraz, etc..
42. Flower - SunFlower{:
43. Colours - White, black, Red.
44. Movies - You mean fav ?
45. Positions - Wait till i have a carrer? Or maybe student for now?
47. [ ] Kissed in the snow( During my honeymoon? )
48. [ ] celebrated Halloween( Afraid S'poreans will suffer from Heart Attack! )
49. [x] had your heart broken
50. [x] went over the minutes on your cell phone
51. [x] someone questioned your sexual orientation
52. [ ] came out of the closet
53. [ ] gotten pregnant( Shot-gun marriage ya? )
54. [ ] had an abortion ( i'm sensible )
55. [x] done something you've regretted
56. [x] broke a promise
57. [x] hid a secret
58. [x] pretended to be happy
59. [ ] met someone who changed your life
60. [x] pretended to be sick ( When i dont want t attend sch when im in kindergarten)
61. [x] left the country ( sounds like eloping )
62. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
63. [ ] cried over the silliest thing ( Think i have nth better t do? )
64. [] ran a mile ( How long's a mile? )
65. [x]went to the beach with your best friend(s)
66. [ ] stayed single the whole year { Not even in a r/s }
67. Eating - Yes
68. Drinking - Yes
69. I'm about to - go crazy bcuze if these Q&A!
70. Listening to - my fav songs
71. Plans for today - Maybe but I'm tired.
72. Waiting for - N's t pass.
73. Want kids? - Yeah, but guai one hor..
74. Want to get married? Maybe.
75. Careers in mind - YES
76. Lips or eyes - Eyes ( Duh.. My five senses eh )
77. Shorter or taller? - Taller !
78. Romantic or spontaneous - Spontaneous
79. Nice stomach or nice arms - I dk ~_~
80. Sensitive or loud - Huh ?
81. Hook-up or relationship - Relationship
82. Trouble-maker or hesitant - Hesitant
83. Lost glasses/contacts → Contacts.
84. Ran away from home → Crazy.
85. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → Everthing can be talk over nicely.
86. Killed somebody → No ?!
87. Broken someone's heart → Maybe?
88. Been arrested → No.
89. Cried when someone died → Yeah, i'm warm-blooded.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90. Yourself - Ya, sometimes.
91. Miracles - Yes.
92. Love at first sight - IDK.
93. Heaven - Parts of it bah.
94. Santa Claus - Duh.. no,i dont.
95. Sex on the first date - Not despo okay.
96. Kiss on the first date - Lalala~
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? - Yes.
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? - Yes.
99. Do you believe in God - Certain matters.
100. This is the 100th and last question - Diao, i passed my maths.
Tag 10 people to do this quiz:
1. Alvina
2. Hwee Tiang
3. Karen
4. ZhiQiang
5. Lynette
6. Patricia
7. Crystal
8. Joycelyn
9. Xiuwei
10.Samantha

2:53 PM
Jeanin.C

Monday, May 25, 2009

Leaving my blog rotting nowadays.
Finally und why pple are lazy t update their blogs, LOL.
Super troublesome can.
Went Darling house (:
Were solving something for our ******.Laughs.
Really, i feel like taking a pic of how she's doing that thingy. Her actions are so damn damn funny leh. Haha. But she don;t let me take, bobian loh D: Was @ her house until 9plus, then i headed home. Haha.
Bu kui shi wo de DARLING. LOL
Took pics but none of them were approved by me. My hair is like messy leh... Strong wind, that's why. Haha. And i had fun with you !! :DDDD



I saw a baby lizard in th lift !

8:09 PM
Jeanin.C

Sunday, May 24, 2009

A quiet weekend that i didn't expect.
I'm feeling that I am going to lose all of these soon as I step further..

Maybe no one told you there is strength in your words,
And so you kept cheering me on, no matter what.
I gladly appreciate it.
Though we didn't meet in person,
your words made my tears dropped.
And i really did give your words a serious thought.
After all th talkings, i felt much better.
I always said this: Don't care me ba, let me emo.
You will always reply : is th worst thing i will say bcuze you're always w me.
Deep down my heart, i know it clearly.
I said before, this friendship's price too heavy for me t pay.
So, i gotta treasure this friendship even more.
You gave me your promise you won't leave me alone w probs,
i trust you.
Same goes t you, if you need me,
'll always be here for you.
I'm willing t be your venting machine/ punching bag even.
Vent your anger on me,
perhaps you'll feel better.

Be th one for me t rely on, will you?
A friend like you, i'll never forget.

7:58 PM
Jeanin.C

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Met June Siaokia and Huiming today at Hougang Mall.
Had lunch at Mac.
Huiming was crapping funny stuffs, i arm qio. LOL.
And siaokia, you also can't tahan right...?
Went around w siaokia to find stuffs she wanted t buy.
Bought some sweets at off t home.
OMG, i feel so clumpsy today. Not only i feel that, they felt that too.
Almost trip, board th bus and things will also drop. Laugh at me. ><

Siaokia leaving tmr :D
Bon Voyage! Take care when you are overseas alright (: Enjoy yourself! Get prepared t be stressful when ya back t sch! :DD Cya soon. Text me when ya back.
iwillmissyou, siaokia ((:

8:28 PM
Jeanin.C

Friday, May 22, 2009

Were shown the marks aft combination of first semester. Horribly done. Heart was thumping rapidly. Saw glum faces after looking @ their marks. C'mon. Friends that can do so much better than me were alr pulling long faces, then how about me?
It was my turn alr. Almost fainted. Argued w Mr Silva over my English.

Mr Silva: Jeanin, you failed your English! What happened?
Me: You sure i failed? or u rmb-ed wrongly?
Mr Silva: You failed! I'm not going t let you see your marks!
Me: Aren't you going to let me improve on it?
Mr Silva: No.
Me: What if i passed?
Mr Silva: Alright then, i will show you.
Me: Finally. I almost bashed him up! Guess what? I passed! Just as i expected.
Mr Silva: *smiling* But... this shouldn't be th marks you're achieving, you should score higher.
Me: I know, i will do better the next time.

PPLE, when a teacher doesn't want t show you the marks cos u failed, be determined t see your marks! High possibility for him/her t rmb wrongly! >< I'm one of the example~
This marks aren't my standard. But i improved. Seriously, only if i put in more effort, I'm sure i can do better. Besties, Dearies, Friends, mood were also kinda down aft looking @ their results. Sighs, looking at them really make my heart aches. Esp. those whom i cared most.
After sch, went t look for Miss Tong w some art-ies! Zoey acc. me.
Needa take pics of my artworks in order for me t complete my layouts during th weekend. Deadline for board 5 is on tues, 26.05. Guess what? My boards were sent for checking. Wthell. Darn, how am i going t complete? Was told t look for her on mon instead.
LRT-ed home w Darling(:
She's depressed D: But no way for me t cheer her up.. Sighs.
Can't get used t her w/o dee-siaoing. I'm serious. Maybe.. with me staying quiet can let her feel quieten ? :S
Homed aft that.
Was moody.
Once i stepped into the house...

Mommy: How's results? English?
What i'm thinking was... How she know i got back my results?
Me: Err... Horribly done. Borderline marks.
Mommy: What have you been doing? Do you know you can fail English anytime?
Me: I know. But th thing is, i can't do but i can speak.
Mommy: That's what you will always ans me. Your standard dropped!
Me: I know, i know.

Met Chewming for badminton.
rest/chat->play->rest/chat->play
Called Darling if she wanna join us.
Later @ 8plus, then she came down to find us. She's tired.
Then, her mum and sis, zoxanne came down too.
Darling, your mum pro's in badminton! Had many fun with her leh!!
Great game guys!
Left @ 10plus. Cabbed home. Hmmm.
Tired day, but slept at 3++ a.m. LOL

7:22 PM
Jeanin.C

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Amaths : Failed damn badly !!!
ARTTTT : Satisfied ((:



Night @ The museum's out today! I wanna watch!
But schedule's quite pack. Have t squeeze time out.

Gotta our June hol time-table too.
Sucks >< 1st whole week gotta come back till 5pm. But, we might also have art everyday extended till 6.30pm. Sighs. Too bad, we gotta coursework t rush, that's why. Deadline 12th June? OMG, till now i still dk what dimensions t get for my coursework. This is also driving me crazy man! Arrrgh. Felt so stress-up now. Darn. All these are driving me crazyyyy :X ihateit D:

2:03 PM
Jeanin.C

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

19/05
20/05

Gonna post this tgthr.
These few days, we were going through our exam scripts. Gosh, these papers almost make me got admitted t th hospital. >< Of cos, only if i can do better...
Got back English, Emaths, Sciences, Humanities & Chinese (!!)
Double and doubles and doubless of Heart attack siia.
Esp english. OMG, incorrigible -.-'''
Forget about it, i will learn it now better than regretting aft my major exams..

Causes of H-E-A-R-T A-T-T-A-C-K

English P1 : 29/60 [ forget about learning eng! ]
P2 : 44/80
E.maths P1 : 50/80 [ utterly disappointed ]
P2 : 44/60
Physics : 31/50 [ what a surprise -.- ]
Chemistry : 21/50 [ wth! ]
Geography : 21/50 [ Damn it ]
Social.S : 14/50 [ expected~ ]
Chinese P1 : 48.5/60
P2 : 37/60

Left with ART and A.maths.
Just wish me all th best, esp amths. I can even get a single digit for you. Trust me. Hey... Not everyone can be like me getting a single digit for maths yknow? lol
-.- Just consoling myself, bear w it. :P

To June siaokia:
Few days more, and you'' be enjoying life for th time-being (: Hmmm. Enjoy yourself yea! Rmb th promises we made t each othr. I will help you de. Rmb, whenever you feel lost or what, i will be here for you just like what i did today. That's what siaokias for, und ? Hope we're able t meet up this sat before you leave for cruise (: Take care, siaokia. In advance, all th best for yout MT exams! Dont let th current MYE t affect ur mood for studying. Instead, lats strive harder and head t sec.5 tgthr ! Jiayou! :DDD

10:21 PM
Jeanin.C

Monday, May 18, 2009

Finally, it's solved.
Yesh, me & her.
And i have also cleared my doubts. No more of this will happen anymore. I swore before. Friendships will all be a smooth-sailing one, no matter what.
Of coz' you knew how i felt when we were having cold war. The feeling's isn't good at all. And i'm not afraid to tell you, i'm hurt deeply this time round. Yes, deeply hurt. But i think the wound will heal as day goes by? Hope so, let me pray hard.

18th May 2009, 12am sharp.
Its a new beginning of our friendship.
Let's forget about th unhappiness and start all over again, alright ?
You und fully how i feel towards this friendship.
Even i und fully how you felt.
Though we can't be back like last time, but i always believed this:
Only when you're willing t spend your time w me & develop more memories, i believe th moments we apend now will be more fruitful than the past.
Its which perspective are we directing to now ?

Gimme' time. Time will show everytime.
Patience is what we need now.

I'm contented with what i have now, very, very.

11:02 PM
Jeanin.C

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Slept at 3am sharp this morning.
Tossing and turning on bed but still cant sleep ):
Seriously suffering from insomnia. -> Nice song!
Then headed t tuition at 1pm.
Ended @ 2.30pm.
Supposed t meet June Siaokia @ 3pm for lunch. Changed t 4pm cos she wanna t have lunch cum dinner (:
Mac-ed. Siaokia, dun laugh @ my wrong talkings! Haha. Dk what happened t me today, keep stuttering. Gr... D:
Aft that, shopped aroung Hougang :DDD
But i bought nothing.
Cabb-ed down t Junction 8 t find family. They were there in a HONGKONG restaurant thr eating. Too bad, was still quite full that's why i din eat much, lol. After that, bought stuffs around thr. Hmmm >< Was alr kinda tired but still have t cont walking. Haha. Went t find a friend of mine, his birthday. Sorry, no gift but just t celebrate w you. Bought 2slices of cakes and ate tgthr. :D Met him late cos he came only aft meeting his cliques!


XOXO

10:20 PM
Jeanin.C

Saturday, May 16, 2009



Me counting $$$ $_$
Meet-up w ALicia and Yvonne t Plaza Sing.
Actually wanna go Clarke Quay de, but due t some.. chg-ed t bugis. Thought of watching 17 again but bcos of my gugu-ness, gave a false alarm that bugis is still selling th tickets, we wasted a trip down t bugis. Th tickets thr sold out. LOL. My fault, though. Then quickly rushed down t ps t buy tickets. But in th meantime, stomach's grumbling. So bought some chicken-dees. Means chicken snacks. LOl.
Then MRT-ed t PS de GV. guess what? Tickets sold out. Ha-leh-loo-yah~ Actually wanted t make way down t Cathay t check de. Who knows..
As we were making our way. Von felt thirsty so went STARBUCKS t buy a drink. Sat down t slack and talk lo. Aft she drank finish, we wanted t make a move.. Then i said, my turn t be thirsty. LOL. Von helped me buy a MOCHA frappe. I'm really desperate t have a brewed coffe frappe t perk me up man, or else i will slp in th theatre. Hahs.In th end, din go CATHAY cos von say arbo dun watch liao la, so troublesome. Haha. Then, slacked at starbucks loh. LOL. Took out a 20bucks of coins, said.. save $$$. Haha, thanks LP! ((: Hmmm.
In th end, ruien came down t join us. OMG, its like super awkward can. So ps, he din talk @ all. Bla -.- ALicia la! >< Shit, better not let her know! ZzZ. And one more thing, in th MRT, super funny. i almost fell down man. Haha. OMG, dont laugh. typical singaporean. I know u all will sure arm chio de loh. Laughs (:

10:46 PM
Jeanin.C

Friday, May 15, 2009

I did nothing, but just rotted.
Sobbing th whole night yet i still cant forget what they said.
Below will be a few short msgs specially posted for besties.

June:
Siaokia, all along you have been @ my side cheering me on be it good or bad. You've also told me positive and negative comments about me. i gladly accept. And will also chg for th better. Millions of thanks t you! Known me for 4years, you know me well. A friend who gets moodswings easily. I promise i will kick off this bad habit asap! :D

Zoey:
Darling, you are also anthr one acc-ing me through my dark moments. Also, sharing my joy and laughters tgthr w you! Youre right, our friendship blossom because of... Haha :D Being tgthr w u is always... FUN! Haha. Dk how you find bout me but hope i can make you happy. Whenever i need a listener, i know who t find. Also afraid t lose you (:

Mayling:
D, though im not really happy th way you 'care' my matter, i still thank you for making an effort t patch us up. you know who are th 'us', huh ? I think this matter will be at peace too! Aft everything's ended, i will give myself a certain limit. Thanks t you too!

1:00 AM
Jeanin.C

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Finally, MYE's over!
Time for me t have a good rest this weekend!
Maybe i will play sports ? Badminton, Basketball, cycling ? o.O
Last paper was A.maths today. One word t describe: DOOM=Fail
Released @ 9+ a.m. Breakfast w Mich, Alicia, ZhiQing and Yvonne at Compass KFC. Finally, had th chance t taste how's th breakfast like. LOL. Ordered a american twister, hmmm. taste... NORMAL? But frankly, i prefer Mac's scramble egg. Taste yummier? -.- LOLs.
Slacked w besties @ KFC aft my meal. Full of jokes. Then i was like bursting out t laughters whenever they said something. Found it so funny can. Esp. Mich and Alicia. Sighs, made me felt breathless. LOL. But afterall, i had a great time with them. And t my dear crazy, is not that i'm th one creating th atmosphere, but its your craps and jokes really made me laugh out man. Haha.
Was planning to catch a movie later in th noon, but im too lazy t go out so i said count me out, you girls enjoy ur movie. I was like... feeling stone-ed. Hoping t reach home and have a good sleep. 1st time, i determined t head back home straight, or else i will be like a wandering person. D:
Still, we went t sit outside th LRT station t chat. LOL, alicia and qing's pestering me t catch a movie w them but i rejected and rejected. Felt bad leyy DD: In th end, i still din promise t go with them! Sorry, girls. Im reall tired, desperate t head home for sleep. I promise, other times.
After all th plannings, they cancelled. OMG. LOL.
Headed home at 1plus cos SOMEBODY's going t meet her bf. HAHA.
Bused home, bathed, slept. Cool, felt so fresh.
After i woke up, mood was spoiled. Sighhhh, , ,

FAMILY
Thought mood will be fabulous today, who knows.
What have you done t show me LOVE?
What have you done t show me CARE?
I'm as utterly disappointed in you as you are in me.
If i had a choice, too bad i dont have one.
So i have to continue looking at your bloody face,
just like how you have t bear with mine.
Just because im living in your bloody house,
doesnt mean you can shout at me as and when you like.
You told me you regretted th things you did in th past.
Its just like a knife piercing through my heart deeply.
You're just pure fk-ed up.

I'm sorry you had t bear w my unpleasant things like that,
but all i need is ur comforting arms to hold me,
when i fall into your arms like that.

11:15 PM
Jeanin.C

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Back to square one.
Take care friend.Hope you still remember things that i told you when you are down.I'm missing the talk we last had.
It's good to be honest,
but sometimes honesty kills me.
Its pointless for me t ask further, when the ans was alrdy clearly shown.
The promise that i used t gave, is invalid.
No matter how much i say and do, i know its over.
Even if my promise is still valid, mutual trust isn't there anymore.

BUT in the past,

YOU, never fail listening to my whines - LOVE, LIFE, FRIENDS.
YOU, are also there t share my joys.
YOU, always making me laugh ( Your slightest movements, though. )
YOU, are always there to make me smile.
YOU, told me when i'm sad, you're sad too.
YOU, told me i can make you happy.

Just want t let you know, w/o you i can still smile and laugh. But w/o you, there's one person lesser for me t share my sorrows and joy with. Cause friend, you used t be a friend of mine whom i can share my trust on. And to that friend, thanks for the time spent on me last time.
I still remember we shared the same mood,
you sad, i sad. you happy, i happy.
But presently, we are living in our own lives. People were telling me, you aren't truly happy. Its just the looks at your face are deceiving. Perhaps, we are the same?
Maybe the way we are leading, the friends we are making, can lead us t a better life? If this is the most effective way for you to stay happy, then go ahead. Guess its also time for me t find the friend i can trust on and also to be happy with ? I think i have found this friend. If you read these lines, you will know whether is you anot because i remembered i told you this before.
You may think i sound corny but its true.
You're the one i'm looking for.

9:59 PM
Jeanin.C

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Im willing t sacrifice my slep for ART. But what sadden me is, im depriving for sleep. LOLLOL.
Had ART and emaths papers today D:
Think its kinda so-so..
OMG, only i feel that paper 1 is easier can. MAjority felt paper 2 was more straightforward? Gosh. Or i took the wrong paper o.O Laughs. Then, set for ART. Ohgosh, i almost fell asleep leh. the weather damn humid! And also lack of sleep -.-
Teachers were doing their rounds alternatively. Miss Yeo came in t relieve us. Had a feeling that Miss Yeo was eyeing my art piece and i can also see question marks revolving her. She must be thinking.. Wth hell jeanin's doing? Haha, finally she asked.

Miss Yeo: Jeanin, are you trying t draw a lighthouse and behind will b a sun setting?
Me: Err... Yea. Btw, its not a lighthouse. Its effiel tower -.-'''
Miss Yeo: Sorry luh, you art students too creative.
Me: Smiled. Since i cant laugh during exams?
Miss Yeo: Haha, finally i und what cha doing trying t draw.

Haha. Stress uh. Teachers going every table t see see look look. LOL. Felt so inferior leh. friends artworks were so much nicer wor. Or perhaps i had less faith in my work bah ? ><

Arrgh! Physics and Amaths paper 1 tmr D: HELPPPPPP....
Called Alicia @ 9plus t discuss bout AMATHS. Gosh, felt so tensed up. Hung up at 10.20pm. Continued w revision. Poof.... so much more. ANother endless sub. Called hon at midnight t discuss both phy and amaths. WOW! at least had a netter knowing or else i will flunk >< Hung up at 1plus am since we both were alr in daze. Haha, anw thks t alicia and hon!

Just wish me all th best for th papers :DDD

2:16 PM
Jeanin.C

Monday, May 11, 2009

HOLIDAY? YOUR HEAD! I really broke my whole entire 15year's record on earth man.! First time, stay wide awake through th night t cheong ART. Wth. But... its like, endless? D; Still couldnt complete...
Sighs, howwwww??? o.O
Chatted on phone w ALicia awhile in th evening.
Ps, cant meet you up.
Im really cracking my brain thinking whether how can i complete my revision? Perhaps im not those cut in last min work? or i am? IDK. im lost.

Show you what i did today. PART OF IT.


Im tired. Blabbering nonsense. Worst is, im sickkk :S SORE THROAT&FLU.
Any kind hearted ppl willing t spare me some tissues tmr? Pls bring for me. My tissues, out of stock !

7:12 PM
Jeanin.C

Sunday, May 10, 2009

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

Woke up @ 1plus today. Slept at 5plus that's why. Sorry for late reply, Alicia. Paiseh, tired uhh.
Haha, siaokia. Sorry for not meeting you for morning jog this mor yeah? Haha. And th funny part was, you din wake up on time too! Haha. In th end, we were sleeping soundly -.- LOL
Went t a restaurant t celebrate MOther's Day :D
Dinner was sumptous, but service a lil slow :S Phew...
Nothing much, just a dinner. Maybe im plain tired thats why i guess? ><
Nothing t elaborate!

Holiday tmr, no sch! Yipeeess!
Friends, catch up on tues :DDD

Jiayou, ART & DT students!

*Doesn't mean i don't care you anymore. And of cause, i still do treasure th moments we had tghtr. Th laughters and joy we had. Th sorrows you poured t me have alrdy seep in my mind t develop a memory alrdy. Friend, from what i see now.你不是真正的快乐.

9:47 PM
Jeanin.C

Saturday, May 9, 2009



A day for me t replenish my sleep? Nope.
Vesak Day today :D
Woke up @ 8plus as my family and i are going t th temple t pray. Poof, imagine going t a temple in this kinda of weather? (!!) Kena heatstroke siia! >< Cabbed down t the temple at upp. Changi road instead of driving down cos im sure parking lots will be fully parked!
Just as i expected, OMG. Super crowded leyyy D: Helpppp.!!!!!!
Was alone in th temple just as i saw Liwen, Glenn and AiLing! Caught up stuffs eversince we last met at March? HAHA. Then, June siaokia msg-ed me. She jio-ed me t Hougang Mall t buy stuffs. Agreed.
Met her @ 4.30pm. Gosh, she's punctual today! :D
Went t buy Mother's Day stuffs, etc.
Hmmm. met awhile today only.
Aft that, bus-ed t S'goon Garden :x LOL
Actually, i also dk for what?? A lil giler -.- Then bus-ed back home again. LOL
Did nth at first then decided t start doing art. Hmmm.
Decided t cheong ART as much as i can do! ><

Off t lala land at 5.30am~ ^^
Byeee.

9:23 PM
Jeanin.C

Friday, May 8, 2009

Chemistry and Social Studies papers.
Both were KILLER papers.
I think im suffering from insomnia. Deprived of sleep. Ultra tired...
Slept at 3am, woke up at 4.30am for revision.
The worst is, i din revised for CHEM! All th best ><

Early in th mor, Mr.Silva came in and started reprimanding pple. Wth. Early in mor, spoil mood. Pissed. Then we were supposed t hand in th particulars form yet i din bring. Im really shack thats why i din rmb bringing it or else... i'll SMS t ppl reminding them t bring de. Crazy him, nth better t do isit? Collect bus cards. Standard. See one day if bus cards are extinct, what he going collect. LOL. Then give lo. I was like.. Just get off my sight. Dont be like a crazy man standing in front scolding can. IDK what happened t me. Really... His voice is those monotone kinda. Listen liao, also wanna sleep. -.-'''

After school, homed w Zoey first. Gonna meet her later.
Planned t replenish some sleep once i reached home.
Tossing and turning when im on bed man. Just as i was about t sleep, Marcus msged me. He asked me if wanna meet t slack anot. Then.. i agreed. Went t Hougang t meet them first. We ate there. After that, they say wanna go Compass. So go w them lo. I can tell you ar. That guy, you! very the dee siao siia. cant tahan~ Kinda late liao, went t meet Darling for phy. ^^ Waited for her at her house blk.
Walked t SengKang CC.
Then settled down. Were changing places because i wanna t get a better view of SOMEBODY. haha. What i can say is: The time today pass super fast! I cant get enough of our conv. Darling ar. You know ar.. Everytime i look at my watch.. Really past damn fast! D: Sigh, just wish i culd stop th clock for a time-being and let us talk more man. OMG, darling! Talked t her 3times siia! >< Super happy, but talking t you make me feel more delightful ! :DD
Dinnered at Long John Silvers ^^
Haha, im really in t th conv we had in th CC. Though im you, but heart's at cc. LOL.

Me: Though im here, Heart's at cc.
Her: Then go back cc !
Me: HUH! Instead of asking my heart t come back, you ask me t go back CC??
Her: Hahahaha.

Tried taking some pics, but cant la. Pic not nice. Haha. Other days will be better. And finally you saw my hp what wallpaper i put. i really love that pic leyyy. ((((:
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Not gonna share w you guys what happened anymore, only my DARLING and me will know. Wanna know more? Read my mind lo. LOL

Stawberries.

10:29 PM
Jeanin.C

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Started of Papers again today D: HORRIBLE!
English and E.math papers.. Nothing t elaborate about it, just speechless.
Did nothing but revision and revision and revision (!!)
Mentally tired.
Education is never ending.
Chinese saying: Live till old, Learn till old.

Looking at th juniors in sch playing made me think of th pastimes. Really, we play with all our heart and nvr worry bout studies. Only when exams come, th word 'STUDY' is then in my dictionary or else i wont even touch my books man. LOL. I think they will study hard like us when they are our age nowwww. -.- Play w all ur heart now, juniors!

Off t Chemistry and Social studies Revsion! Byeee :D

10:16 PM
Jeanin.C

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD.! :DDD
Grandma's bday tmr too.!

Bought Dad a shirt last min today aft sch. Went compass t withdraw some cash t buy him a shirt. Few days ago, was alr @ METRO finding a gift for him. Saw a shirt that caught my eye. A white shirt, kinda suit him. Quickly bought him that and headed for home.
When i reached home. No one's home -.-
Went t have a quick nap since we will be going t celebrate Dad's bday later(:
Slept till 5plus, woke up by MUM's voice. Tsk, hate pple disturb my sweet sleep~ Sighs. Quickly get a quick bath, and left home asap. Met my both uncles, grandma, Dad, Mum and sis at S'goon Garden, restaurant name Mushroom Park. By hearing th name of th restaurant, i guess you roughly know what i gonna have for dinner alr hur?
Bingo! MUSHROOMS~ -.-'''
But there arent any normal mushrooms in it, there were many kinds of mushrooms imported from other countries in it. Funny shapes though. EDIBLE.! Haha.
Ate quite alot, like din eat for days as if... Gone quiet through th whole dinner cos i was revising for maths also. Dont have time liao....
Aft dinner, though we were full, went t a desert shop t have something refreshing! Ordered a strawberry desert. WOW. Yummm..
Th atmosphere there was just perfect for studies! BIG WOW! :DDD
Then homed at 10plus.

Off t Math Revision, byeeee peepes~
Add oil for your papers! ^^

1:51 PM
Jeanin.C

Tuesday, May 5, 2009


School's ultra stressful these days.
Perhaps my time management sucks bah ? Gr..
So many things undone~ Feel like multi-tasking. So things can be completed asap.
ART is also undone. Wondering how th hell am i gonna squeeze time t complete? Do my very besttt :D
Exams this week, no time t slack. o.O
Revision everyday! ><
Anw, i really wish i can watch this movie, 17 again. Zac Efron! Omg, he such a hawtie! God. For me, his looks had alr met my expectations! WOW! Hope miracle will happen and i will also have th time t enjoy this movie! Im sure it il lbe a great one (!!) Who say you are only young once? Yea, mine's forever sweet 16. Other age not excepted! Enjoy life now!

Ohya. Tmr's Dad's birthday. Yet i still haven't get for him anything. How unfilial can i be! D:

9:23 PM
Jeanin.C

Monday, May 4, 2009

Revision-ed with EeHon @ SengKang CC this afternoon.
Actually wanna study maths de, but SOMEONE never bring maths but SS instead. So... study SS and chem lo. Guess what ? Halfway through, Rabbit Wong said his hands itchy. I thought what happened. You know why ? He wanna play bball. So he left me alone at th CC revising and thr he goes cycling t th bb court t play awhile! i dont mind.
Alright, he was back awhile later. We chatted over some SERIOUS stuff. Haha. And of cos i did exchange conditions w him ya! Treated him LONG JOHN SILVERS! >< But he told me things i wanted t know la.
Aft that, taught me SS on deterrance and diplomacy. Great, now i have th basic knowledge liao. 3claps for jean!! 6claps for Rabbit's teachings! :D Laughs*
7plus:
Headed t Compass LONG JOHN SILVER's t dinner. Chatted over th meal and spoke over many stuff. Haha. funny, serious, angry.. All have~ Slacked thr till 8plus then headed t Subway t packet home for MUM. LOL, she's craving for it.
Thanks hon for acc me wait for bus hur.. And also pls rmb our deal ar!

8:37 PM
Jeanin.C

Sunday, May 3, 2009





Woke up @ 2plus.. Was ultra-tired man! Before that, woke up at 10plus t meet my friend awhile while i received rabbit Wong's call. Chatted on phone bout ART. LOL, he haven even started, Jiayou ar, hon! >< Was kinda bored, so i went back t sleep. When i woke up again, gotta 2 miss calls from ZhiQing. Paiseh girl, i was still sleeping. Ringed her back at 4plus. Surprisingly, she jioed me out for studies. Sadly, i gotta date thats why i turned her down. Perhaps other times precious.? Hmmm. Haha. When im talking on phone, i blabbered nonsense, then she was like huh? What th hell jean's talking bout? LOL. Damn tired.
Attended June Siaokiaa's invitation t dinner today :D
Walked t her house blk t meet June, her sis as well as her mum.
Th dinner is @ AMK. Walked a distance and bus-ed there. Chatted on th way. And cracked sme lame jokes. LOL.
Reached th place thr kinda early so we slacked around 1st lor. Waited for hours for th food man! Gr... Did sorts of funny actions and siaokiaa cant tahan me. Ps, you know me well. Forgivness pls.!
Haha. We chatted over many stuff! ><
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MAKAN.. Famished!
Halfway through, im full. Laughs. Din eat until th last dish, which is th dessert i ate. Mango pudding w Longans. Tell you a secret: Siaokiaa's pro in 'koping' longans from bowl! so watch out! ^^ AAHAHAH. ithink she will bash me up if she see this. Haha. Was a lil late liao so JUne's mum friend sent me home. Thanks ya! Haha.
Anw, gotta a fun night w you!
DOnt mind me, as th night goes by, i go a lil crazy&high! Haha (=

10:41 PM
Jeanin.C

Saturday, May 2, 2009







Credits t ALicia :D
Woke up @ 9plus.
Gotta a date w Alicia, Yvonne & Zoey :D
Left house late thats why i reached Darling's house late too. Paiseh guys D:
Walked w Darling t anchorvale cc.
End-less laughing, i guess ?
Were late by 40mins. Sorry guys for waiting.! Hunt-ed for places for us t settle down t study. We wanna a quiet environment. Bobian~ Either places were taken or places were nowhere t be seen. God. In th end, guess where we studied ?
MacDonald's.. :P
Started off w Chemistry first. Wlcomed our dear Alcia t teach us Chem. Maybe she can conside t become a teacher? Seldom pple teach i und. But miraculously, her teachings made me und th topic well! What a relief (!!)
Finally, i an ear th gears in my brain working. Grinding th brain juice all. LOL. Thought Chemistry, this subject supposed t be a cactalysm one but... outcome was different.! Woots~! What a relief. Had lunch there, stomach was also grumbling for food. Actually, dk whatt eat in Mac de. But you know, some pple kinda fierce hur... Iscare, thats when i went t buy my food LOL -.-
Shared fries and ice milo w Darling (:
Aft awhile, we 4 cracked our brains tgthr at 1 amaths quest. OMG, this quest really kill my braincells siia. Walao, guess what? The four of us called our friends for help but some weren't able t help. But, thanks anyway! ><
Thanks t Potato's cousin, Ivan & Darling's tutor :D
WOW. And also thanks t my besties who tried t helped me too though you guys aren't able t get th ans also.. haas.
Aft solving th quest, LRT-ed t compass t buy presents (: Hmmm. Finally, Von's present settled. Bought a red cap for her since she wanted it~! Now left w Alicia's present. Gotta squeeze time out liao ^^ ahahah. Acc Darling t buy for her Mother's Day present. See.. .So sweet of her *winks* :DDDDD
Picture-ed tgthr. Retake, retook, retaking! (!!)
Haas, but not bad. Kkay la. Only some pple very hard than can take pic w her de siia. Only she know who im refering ba? :x
Darling LRT-ed home.
Walked w Alicia and yvonne t th bus-interchg. Took pics thr too. LOL, then that gal say she suddenly have th momentum t take pics? Laughs.
This almost took up my whole day! Glad t say that.. You girls made my day, you filled my day w joy and laughters.! Loveya guys.! ((((((:

Off t June siaokiaa's dinner tmr!
Nights :D

10:53 AM
Jeanin.C

Friday, May 1, 2009

Everything will end w a BLOODY full stop now.
And i suppose everything will also start w a new beginning.
When everything starts now, nth will end !
My life will also be a colourful & fruitful one.
I ever said this before:
If i start t hate you, our friendship will end.
I cant tolerate th attitude you gave me. Its eccentric.
(I'll also let you feel th embitterment in you)
Idk what th hell made me sad over you.
Luckily, i was knock t senses.

We're in 2 diff worlds..

Exams started th past 2days. Phew~
Next week, more exams coming up. ><
I woke up at 9plus today, and did nth but staring t daze.! LOL
Cant get back t sleep. Feel kinda feverish, mild flu.
Not SWINE huh! Normal flu D:

Ohya. Recently, sch came up th decision of letting us use phones in sch but are only allowed at certain areas. I supposed this decision surprised th sch ya? Past times, when we were using our phones, and saw DM, we tend t shove handphone into our pockets. But now, you can use it just in front of th DM. Gosh, th feeling's wierd.

Haha, nowadays, many decisions were made unexpectedly. Sighs.
Of cos there are also pros and cons towards every matters.

8:33 PM
Jeanin.C

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