Slept prolly at 5+ a.m. Was multi-tasking, listening t songs, etc. I multi-tasked just because i don't wanna my mind t run wild, flashing back th past. This usually happens when im unable t sleep then.. Th feeling will really sucks big time DDD: I don't want. I really hope year 2009 will pass quickly. Who knows if year 2010 will be a worst year or a year that i'm always looking forward to?
Fate is always on my hands. Depends on which direction i'm leading. Nobody can decide for me, becuze th choice is always mine! But CHOICES HAVE CONSEQUENCES.
Maybe i shouldn't have t know you at all, so both of us wouldn't be having such a miserable time when we meet. Everything i do, i will think of you. And i mean it. I don't want t deceive myself or even you when im typing this. I would rather let you know my thoughts openly than bottled it t myself.
Recently, i'm feeling kinda wierd. I don't really trust ppl that much easily except for th two deep in my heart i know i can trust them. I'm serious. I know i might sound a lil unfair or something but i promise i will try t overcome this obstacle asap. I would rather bottled it in my heart myself. No one will und my mood unless they are at th same position as me.
Even th flame of a candle can be extinguished, how about th trust in my heart?
Forgivness is easy, yet its also hard.
51days