Life's full of challenges.

2010-09-23T19:55:00.003+08:00

SHALL CREATE A NEW BLOG TO UPDATE AFT MY O'S! BECOS' MY CURRENT BLOG-DECOMPOSED~ WISH ME ALL TH BEST!

2010-08-09T00:11:00.000+08:00

Helping is one thing.

Implicating your loved ones in doing so is another.

To Help, or to Protect? Both are fundamentally good and noble.

How then, does it become a negative?

Maybe you might think me selfish, but I really just want to be left out of this.

When someone throws the Selfish card, always remember that a person's Happiness is sometimes at the expense of their Loved Ones' Happiness. How long more do I have to give up mine for yours?

2010-07-05T00:06:00.002+08:00

Although it's just a very short moment, i can feel the momentum in me.
Becos' still, i enjoyed it immensely; But i think the main reason was that it's magical about being crazy in love with you. I've always wished i could teleport... and this replicates the feeling of being there for you when you need someone to lighten your burden.

Sometimes, even i don't make sense to me.

Meeting my frenzy friends tmr~

2010-07-04T03:07:00.002+08:00

You are my every thought.

And if not, you are always there sub consciously

Each thought manage to stem from you or branch out to you.

-Its crazy but i kinda like it.

2010-07-02T02:51:00.000+08:00

Food @ Aston!

HELLOOOOOOO^^

IM BACK TO ACTION!! PRELIMS....OVER!!! HAHAH. TODAY'S A DAY FOR ME TO CELEBRATE! NOT THAT MY PRELIMS ARE OVER BUT I HAVE ALREADY DUG A GRAVEYARD FOR MYSELF AFTER OBTAINING MY RESULTS. IM SURE IT WILL BE ATROCIOUS THO'! -.- LAST PAPER FOR TODAY WERE COMBINED SCIENCE AND ART... SERIOUSLY, I THINK I HAVE FLUNKED MY PAPERS BADLY LAHHHH >.<>

AFTER MY PAPERS, I HEADED HOME STRAIGHT COS I GONNA ACC MY MOM FOR CHECKUP @ NOVENA IN THE NOON. SORRY FOR TURNING JUNE&ALICIA DOWN FOR LUNCH YEA. REALLY COULDN'T MAKE IT. :( THERE WILL ALWAYS BE A NEXT TIME LAH :)

AFTER HER CHECK UP, ITS ALREADY ABOUT 4 5 PLUS.. JERE RANG ME UP IF I WANNA MEET UP LOL. SO I WAS FREE BY THEN SO MET HIM @ VELOCITY.. WE WENT BEACH ROAD, ASTONS TO HAVE OUR SUMPTOUS DINNER :D IT WAS... A W E S O M E~ LOL. THEN CAUGHT UP A LITTLE.. HOME SWEET HOME AFTER THAT. WOW, WEATHER WAS SO COOLING SIA. <:O) HMM TONIGHT WAS A KINDA FUN DAY CUM TIRING DAY...

WAS TOLD NEXT TUES AND WED ARE OUR HOLIDAYS! BUT I WAS INFORMED BY A CHER TO SPREAD WE HAVE TO GO BACK SCH FOR ART. I DROPPED DEAD INSTANTLY MAN. COS I WANTED TO CATCH A MOVIE !!! D:

SIGHS~

2010-06-09T04:12:00.001+08:00

2010-06-07T04:22:00.001+08:00

Camp's over! *screams!* :)

Poof, i didnt sleep for the entire 2nights in school. Was playin' itouchie thro'out. Nice one. Instead, i became my mates 'Alarm cock'. They were really dead beat after each day of torture... They slept soundly.. Oops :X Some of us were also havin' fun @ night by laughing and makin' funny and wierd noises.. Haha. Luckily we didnt get any scolding fr any chers patrolling ard! We act as tho we were sleepin' but actually we were wide awake LOL. But anyway, it was a nice experience stayin' overnight in school~ The feelin's cool man :D ^^ Tho it was pretty tiring... Hmmm unfortunately, i still cant get to sleep in my dorm altho i was like.. zombie-d. LOL.

2010-06-02T04:14:00.000+08:00

Things havent been going smoothly i guess. Havent been in a very good mood these days. Neglectin' most of the things in my life, but what keeps me going are my friends. They will always be there for me whenever i need a listening ear. Or even better, eyes too~ lol. So many incomplete tasks awaiting me to accomplish. Sigh, 24hrs a day is seriously not enough for me man. Can i extend the time? But i guess, i will have even more hours not asleep yea. Too bad im sufferin' fr insomnia. There's nth i can do but just wait till i doze off. Daily routine these years. But its okay, im used to it. If i hit the sheets early, either im sick or escaping from some facts. :/ ZZz. 3more days, ART camp. How am i gonna survive thro' these 3 days? Jean, stay strong. You can do it! Jiayou :D

2010-05-27T02:09:00.000+08:00

4 MORE DAYS !

2010-05-25T01:55:00.000+08:00

True ?

2010-05-22T14:17:00.000+08:00

2010-05-21T22:56:00.008+08:00

21st May 2010- Pei Hwa Sports Day @ YCK stadium.
This year will be the last year for us to celebrate Sports day tgt with the school :( Or i would say, the class~ Haha. Took part in the 4x100m girls relay. Tgt with Nuhuan, Fennie and Mayling :D We did pretty well LOL. Everything ended successfully despite the casualties hahah. Headed to Farrer Park the Pizza Hut for lunch with Zoey, Yeechen, Nuhuan, Fennie, Hazlyn, Siti, Karen, Farithul, Chewming. We were so famished.......... ><
Camwhored ^^ > Jalan aroundddd... > We headed to our own places :)

Then, Home Sweet Home ^^V

*Mood's awesome. Unfortunately, my leg's aching like nobody business -.- Im feeling esctaticcc :DD

2010-05-18T14:18:00.000+08:00

2010-05-17T14:18:00.000+08:00

2010-05-05T02:59:00.000+08:00

This Edward is damn cute man.

The hairstyle's so funny!

Just as shown in the movie lol!

( relieving stress )

2010-05-03T02:48:00.000+08:00

MONGA ^^

Rated it @ 11/10 stars. LOL

Met June and Nette to VC to catch a morning show. Before that, we went to have Mac bfast :D AHAHA. >Throughout the movie, i was laughing like hell. Damn funny~ Esp the young guy beside me. Hahaha. >Circle line >Exploring. Haha.

2010-04-20T02:47:00.000+08:00

2010-04-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

2010-04-17T02:13:00.000+08:00

Someone braced me up with this message:

Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our lives. If God allowed us thro' our lives without any obstacles, we would be crippled. We wouldnt be as strong as we could have been. We, wouldnt be able to fly.

I asked for STRENGTH, and GOD gave me DIFFICULTIES to make me strong.

I asked for WISDOM, and GOD gave me PROBLEMS to solve.

I asked for COURAGE, and GOD gave me DANGER to overcome.

I asked for LOVE, and GOD gave me TROUBLED PEOPLE to help.

I asked for FAVORS, and GOD gave me OPPORTUNITIES.

Life's full of hardship and struggles and the feelings might be complex. But they're all just a phrase of life. Brace up!(:

2010-04-16T00:38:00.000+08:00

When you feel hurt, you dont know the other party is more hurt that you do.

2010-04-11T02:58:00.000+08:00

2010-04-11T01:48:00.000+08:00

2010-04-08T01:44:00.000+08:00

Then people wouldnt find you bitchy :)

2010-04-07T01:43:00.000+08:00

2010-04-05T00:44:00.001+08:00

MY NEW DOGGGG !!!!!!

Name: FaFa ^^

D.O.B: 26/01/2010

Gender: Male

Breed: Jack Russell.

2010-04-04T01:27:00.000+08:00

You told me this, follow your heart,
tho it's on the left, it's always right..

And yes i did..
Followed my heart..

I'm falling even deeper and deeper day by day..
Even if it's meant to get hurt once again,
i'm willing to suffer all that pain again....
Though it hurts terribly,
but it hurts even more for letting you go..
I dont wanna care about anything else..
For cos having u by my side each day is more than everything i have and cherish.

2010-04-01T00:40:00.001+08:00

Follow your heart.

Tho' it is on the left,

it will always be on the right.

2010-03-30T00:37:00.001+08:00

When you feel hurt, you dont know the other party is more hurt than you do.

2010-03-26T11:43:00.000+08:00

YOU just need ONE GOOD FRIEND to cover all the BASTARD ones.

2010-03-25T15:50:00.001+08:00

If you have no looks and you're in this circle, you'l be outcasted. If you have the looks and you manage to come into the circle, be prepared to face the change of heart in love. ---Mias

2010-03-24T22:26:00.001+08:00

Had dinner @ Chomp Chomp with girls and Darren :)
It was an awesome one. And yes,i really mean...
A W E S O M E !!!
We were so so crazyyyyyyyy~
Camwhored and th stall uncles were looking at us sia. But who cares? Thats teens. WAHHAHHAHA :D

2010-03-20T22:14:00.000+08:00

I saw this quote as i was surfing the net:

Don't worry about the people in your past,
there's a reason they didn't make it to your future.

I find it quite true..
So jean, stop fretting. Everything happens for a reason! :)

2010-03-18T23:26:00.000+08:00

ORGANISER: Eunice Ang.
Co Organiser: Dominic Yeo
Thank you for organising (=
HAHA, we did many funny things to... uh hum, yknow i know can liao :p Lol. And i guess i will get a hangover tonight. :| After steamboating, we caught up with each other.. Camwhored.
Aftermath, we headed for a short pool session at Houg Plaza :)

You dont deserve a glimpse from me.

2010-03-18T00:36:00.002+08:00

Just when i was about to accept you again,
you screwed things up big time for me, or rather US.
Those trust i regained from you recently,
it was diminished within that split seconds.
For that moment,
i really hated you.
I really do.

2010-03-12T00:30:00.000+08:00

Ohdamnyou :/

You evil minded,
You devil,
You smiling tiger,
You despicable cad,

I DESPISE YOU TO THE CORE.

Get out of my life =/

2010-03-05T23:25:00.000+08:00

You want t know what happiness is?

it’s waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets & feeling the heat of the person next t you. you turn around and see them in their most peaceful and innocent state. they breathe like the weight of the world lays on anyone’s shoulder but their own. you smile, kiss them; careful not to wake them up. you turn back around nd you find yourself smiling big. you feel an arm wrap around your waist, nd you know that it doesn’t get much better than this.

2010-03-03T23:13:00.000+08:00

Checkmate. I win the war in an awesome manner (=

2010-03-02T23:19:00.001+08:00

My current sitting arrangement in class, im lovin' it.
The 3girls : Mich, Raine and Farithul are always making me go crazy with them! Laughters everyday. Crap non stoppppp. HHAAHA. I cant wait to go sch everyday. Lol!. THEY motivated ME. WAHAHHAA :D And Mich and raine are so like couple, always WANTING to fight, i mean mich. Laughs*. :p Farithul and me will always be imitating their actions and they will sure laugh non stop esp LARAINE LAM XING SHI. >< [ Mich will sure slap me when she see this! ] HAHAHAHHA (=

We are happy with one another accompany.

2010-03-01T23:09:00.000+08:00

Im recuperating already, almost gotten over, nothing waviers me, not at this moment.

I did not give a glance, you dont deserve it.

You spinning my head right round.

2010-02-28T03:22:00.001+08:00

I want my holidays :(

2010-02-24T03:17:00.000+08:00

2010-02-21T17:04:00.000+08:00

Oh shaddup, the drilling is pissing me off ! >:(

2010-02-14T01:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR AND VALENTINE'S TO ALL.

You ever heard of this exp, 'the best things in life is free? '

Well, thius exp is true. Every once in awhile, people step up and rise above themselves.

SOmetimes they surprise you but sometimes they fall short. Life is funny somehow, it can push pretty hard but when you looked closely, you can find hope in the words of children, in the bars of songs and in the eyes of someone you loved and if you are lucky-if ure the luckiest person in the entire planet, the person you loved, decided to love you back<3

P/S: I appreciate what you did for me today. It's a good beginning though :)

2010-02-13T01:21:00.001+08:00

HAPPY VALEN-NEW YEAR EVE ^^

Today i woke up early to give my room a whole clean-up. Yes, i cleaned every single bit since i have the time to, TODAY. I cleaned my room windows too!. &i was praised to be a good girl.

Neither my Mom nor Dad praised me but it was....

Wow now my room looked more spacious! :D Eh not that my room in the past was messy or what la. Just more space, that's all.

Yeaps, 'll be having reunion dinner tgt with fam soon! Now my dining table... Lying full of food mansxz ^^ Yea! Mom bought many prawns but.. i cant eat ._.

Eat.

...

Eating....

....

Ate......

.......

Felt so bloated! &was being forced to eat 1bouncy fishball :X ZOMG!

>Headed to temple for some praying..

Back home at 11plus. Woots..

Eve's gonna be over soon!! ><

P/s: My bloody Valentine.

2010-02-12T01:29:00.000+08:00

Idk why, i just find this so far king funny :

hah!

2010-02-09T01:26:00.000+08:00

5 MORE DAYS TO CNY&VALENTINE'S DAY !

2010-02-08T01:20:00.000+08:00

06&07 Feb 2010 was the FIT camp ^^

The most fun part was the handball and dragon boating.

Awesome =DD

SO lethargic, didnt sleep for the whole entire two nights.

P/s: My leg :'(

2010-01-27T03:23:00.000+08:00

Ok, i have been leaving my blog to rot.

I didnt have the time to post or i am dead beat to do so. Seriously, studies are driving me crazy. Yes. crazy. Is total craziness~ RAHHHHH !!!
Im like looking forward to CNY not becos of home-visiting ( which i simply dread that ) but the break we will have. I will make the 3days break the best out of it.. HAHA. &i mean it. If not, the next time you see me i will alrdy be in IMH : Sad :(
Sorry to those whom i turned you down. . . Cos my scheldue's really packed. Shall meet up soon yea! >< Thanks for und-ing! Hmmm. Esp Jeremias & HuiQing. Im so.. so... busy. Or rather, TIRED. Haha.

2010-01-26T01:01:00.000+08:00

1 way 2 say 3 words I LOVE YOU.

With every moment we shared, every smile, every touch,

i became more certain in you.

I've found something that im looking for all this while.

You melted my heart.

Everyday i wake up, every night i sleep, i knew it was you who take my blues away.

Idk what the future holds but,

I do know how i feel.

And from this day onwards, everything's more than enough.

2010-01-25T01:13:00.001+08:00

YOU SURE THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT ?

2010-01-24T01:16:00.000+08:00

Hi-Tea @ Clarke Quay Novotel :))

Thanks Mr David Lim for a treat to those distinctions in Maths ^^

>Headed to town...

>NeoPrints.

>Orchard

>Sengkang

>Home sweet Home~

&&& im allergic to prawns.

Rashes now :'(

Off to Morning jog at 830am w Fennie tmr :)

2010-01-20T00:58:00.001+08:00

Imperfect is the new perfect.
Whassup next ? :)

2010-01-18T00:56:00.000+08:00

But just one unhappy thing to crush em all ....

I have to stop all these thoughts running thro' my head,

they are eff-ing unhealthy..

2010-01-15T12:25:00.000+08:00

I usually have a lot to say on my mind. And I sometimes tell myself that I can probably blog about this, to share my views on some things that are happening. But too often, these words escape me by the end of the day.
Being slightly on the lower side of life recently have provoked many thoughts and self-reflections; and I have gotten some answers while wrecking my brain over these issues. Things that touched, in some cases, wounded, my heart, causing me to reflect about some of the values that I’ve been holding on, and in some extreme cases.
Maybe it is the sheer complexity of things that caused me to be unable to put them into words, maybe it is an unwillingness to expose my own weaknesses, maybe it is a fear of rejection of my own views, or maybe it is just pure laziness. In any case, words and writing aren’t really my best of friends.

Growth will be present as long as there is faith that involves action.

2010-01-13T03:21:00.000+08:00

I wish i have confidence to say this at times, especially now. Sigh, but things just dont seems to be very...

2010-01-11T20:03:00.000+08:00

Because the way you make me feels,

make me feels good.

2010-01-10T20:00:00.000+08:00

I think i have forgotten to be in love or be loved :/

2010-01-08T22:31:00.003+08:00

FRIENDSHIP MEANS SO MUCH TO ME.
Close your eyes. take a deep breath. open your eyes and wave goodbye.
Goodbye, my friends. Wish me all the best in whatever i do.

&do not see me again.

Just becos you cant see the wound doesnt mean its not hurting..

It scars all the time, but it heals.

So till the time it heals, only when GOD knows when, im fcuking hurt with every moment passing by. These dreams im having are hunting like nightmares, it freaks me out cos i wake up screaming instead of smiling.

Just why do i deserve all this ?

Or rather, we ?

Where i'd like to be is few months back....

EH. PEOPLE OUT THERE BEING CURIOUS WHO AM I POSTING ABOUT ? DONT DISCUSS. ASK ME STRAIGHT. &YOU MIGHT BE WRONG. KPOS.

2010-01-07T03:22:00.000+08:00

Since you have decided to listen to others than me, i dont see the reason for us to carry on.. Knowing me for so long, you still dk me well. Even someone i knew a period ago, und what kind of person i am. You ? Get influenced by some ppl easily. Idk if your disappointed in me or what, i heck care. Yea right, you will blame yourself everytime. C'mon la, we are all smart ppl. Some ppl are simply jealous of us yet you just trust them w/o thinking what kind of person i am ? Im fcuking pissed ! And yes, i mean fcuking. I know you do too. Im speechless. I reflected. I heard ppl saying you were having cold war with me becos of friends ? What has it got to do with them ? tell me! What for being so clear cut who can i mix with, who i cant? Yknow im sociable.. Live with friends. Your saying me, what about yourself. You are no better, seriously. Lemme say this again, i dont want the same problems revolving ard me again. That feeling sucks big time!? ihateit. I had such a diff time overcoming it. Here i am thinking of ways for us to salvage this but there you are overwhelming by their nonsense. Is their nonsense, not mine! I didnt create or got involve in any probs this hols. DOnt ever expect me to change for the sake of us. I live for myself. Cant accept? Fcuk off.! You find this annoying? I do. Becos of YOU and YOUR friends, i cant do things that how i usually did to treat friends. Sorry people. :') When we bumped into each other in school, we didnt even smile. Lest, eye contact. What with this ? Whats with our attitude? Its been months. You kept me in the dark. This isnt the thing i wanna. Im least interested. I want to do things w/o any concerns. To all the BMs out there, better shut your fcuking gap. And put a full stop t everything. You benefit nothing. Things your having now had been short lived. Dirty tricks wont last. Bunch of insane, brainless ASS. Im starting to doubt the things you told me last time. Isit still valid ? I doubt so.. If im given a chance to start afresh, i wont choose the same route again. Its so jerky. Who say ppl that you befriend with knows you well ? Crap. Im not a person who will forget the old buds when i have new buds. Im not!

PUT A FULL STOP, PLEASE.

2010-01-03T03:19:00.001+08:00

School starting soon....
I guess i have to be ready by then and fight for everything in studies.
+ve attitude.

Its over.

2010-01-02T03:01:00.001+08:00

I LIKE...
your mischievous smile,
your rather nice pair of mesmerising eyes,
the funny random noises you make the burning touch of your fingertips on my skin,
how your hand always manage t find mine,
how you got me falling for you over and over again.

Im not referring to anyone but someone's referring to me. Lol

2010-01-01T03:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2010 !

2009-12-26T04:20:00.000+08:00

I’d rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else.

I’d rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself.

I’d rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart.

cause i know i'll never make it on my own,

not when i'm without you.

Cause is me, you, you, me, me, you all night...

2009-12-25T04:23:00.000+08:00

Morning Earthlings..

Its 4.24am now.

This year, it doesnt feel like Christmas t me & idk whyyyyy. Maybe because i didnt go for any count down this year and maybe because....

So please send this over to Santa for me:

- LAdy GAGA earpiece !

- Itouch !

- More $$$ !

Dear Santa, i have really been a good girl this year. Im not greedy, im not asking for more. Just grant me anything up there and i will be more than happy! Grant me any one, and i will be happier then ever~

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

2009-12-24T04:17:00.000+08:00

Anyone ?

I wanna watch it with....

2009-12-23T05:12:00.001+08:00

You bloody loser.

Isnt something that can save me ?

2009-12-22T02:39:00.001+08:00

What is a friend ? A friend is a single soul in two bodies. Or worst, a single soul in two or more bodies!.

Even someone close to you can not care about you for a period. At least, we met and chatted afew words. But i sensed we were drifiting apart. What's happening ? You told me you find i belong to those ppl who will forget old buds when i have flowers. C'mon. Now im gna tell you something. Doesnt mean when i know you, it dont give me any rights to know someone new. Then what about now, keeping me in the dark doesnt benefit you anything. Saying me.. How about yourself. The pot calling the kettle black. Since you find she's better than me, better friend to be with jiu go ahead la. Not saying im jealous or what. Cos no one's perfect. &you dont need to expect her to be perfect too. It's really hurting to see your friend turning their backs on you. What to do ?

Just dont regret the choice you made. Even innocent ppl can let you all bomb until guilty. So whats with clearing the misunderstandings ? Since you changed ur opinion of me, no point for me to carry on asking what happen. Although i have the urge to. You changed. You might say i changed too. Too bad, you forced me to do that. You spoiled everything. I used to not trust ( insert ) saying abt your colors. But now ? Cos i always have a mindset, i believe it with my own eyes. But truth now is, the fact's in front of me. No point avoiding it anymore. And i wuld want t believe ( insert ) more than you. You're way too scary..

Looks are deceiving. Even i got deceived by you. Awesome. You won. Apparently, im not the only one who got deceived, even ppl close to you. You betrayed OUR trust, Forget it!

NOT ONLY YOU, I ALSO HAVE MY OWN FRIENDS.

HYPOCRITES.

I misjudged you.

I'l let you feel the embitterment in you.

Childish, unreasonable, bomber.

2009-12-21T01:02:00.003+08:00

GRATS EVERYBODY !

Ohyes, i got promoted to sec5.

Was sucha relief. Seriously, i was freaking out the few days before becuze i was so afraid that my secondary path will end. Apparently, 4N1 did pretty well. Great!. Great job, guys :]

Thank you for your comfort and wishes everybody.

2009-12-18T02:32:00.001+08:00

Result allows me to get up to Sec5.
Hip Hip Hooray...!

Once again, thanks d for console and wishes hur. Lol wish u cuze you were the first t come forward t me. Haha.
Also, to those who grats me :) Same to you!

2009-12-17T00:49:00.001+08:00

N level results will be out tmr!
HELL, freaking out >< Aww. Thanks guys for th texts. I appreciate it. Haha, indeed im feeling fk-ing worried. Haha. I just dowanna disappoint myself, teachers and friends who pinned high hopes on me.. :(
Ohbtw! i met liana for breakfast @ Gardens Mac. Haha. So HAPPY! Lol. Cuze i hearts going out with liana. <3 HAHA. Oh damn, th conv we had today was super funny. Cant help it, its morning! i will go gaga mansxz. Ahahahh. Time flies w lia.. :[ She gonna leave for work @ 12. Sigh, maybe meet next week ? I hope so. &thanks for th warm wishes. You boost my confidence level! ^^
Noon:
Qing asked me if i wanna pool later. Woah i was so damn happy mansz! Ahahahh. Cuze after meeting liana i had nth on so feeling kinda bored and i agreed immediately! Laughs. >< Haha met 315pm at Houg Plaza. The players were me, Alicia, Raine and Qing. Oh my skills improved i think. Thanks mentors :D Played until 7pm?

Then.. Home sweet home... ~

Ohfcuk. Results tmr.... Damn it :( All the best guys ,

P/S: d, recover soon ! <3>results!

We intepret words in a obscene manner.

2009-12-14T02:44:00.000+08:00

You never fail to amaze me with the things you did or said,

and each time you did that,

you made me fall in luv with you all over again.

The sun for the days, the moon for the nights.

You are the sky.

2009-12-13T02:31:00.002+08:00

YIPEEEEEEEEEE~
Went out with d & cindy today to Suntec Popular book fair :)
Lazy to post but if only... Someone is willing to help me post hur :p
Fun outing afterall ! Haha.

2009-12-12T02:00:00.000+08:00

I can conquer the world with one hand as long as you are holding the other.

But you let it go and left me alone.

2009-12-11T01:42:00.000+08:00

So quiet, so not used to it.

But i have to :<

2009-12-10T01:45:00.000+08:00

Aim & Shoot.
Today was my very first time playing pool @ Hougang plaza.
Cabbed to Houg Green to find cindy first then walked to plaza to meet Qing and co. Was feeling so paiseh when id even know how to play pool yet so many pair of eyes are glaring at you LOL. Luckily my mentors were patient enuff to teach me. :) Thanks mentors ^^
Cindy and i were hungry so we had hokkien mee for lunch. As we dealed, we will go to the arcade to play our photo hunt. OMG, the pics thr are def harder than the pics @ VC. -_-
Play, played. Our reactions were so bvloody funny until i almost lost my senses mansxz. Haha.
Then sian liao so headed back to plaza to find Alan and co to cont pool-ing :)
Again, thanks mentors. :D

2009-12-08T02:23:00.001+08:00

Cannot rest in peace.

Killed by procrastination.
Drowned by boredom.
Stuffed by hangouts.
Rubbish by me.

Off to 4N1 class chalet tmr :)

2009-12-06T01:26:00.001+08:00

The only thing i want is to be in luv with you, to spend a lifetime just watching your mouth speaking the words that captivate me.

Heyo :d Gna post sth bout what i did tday.
Went to get a new haircut at Junction8 saloon, Kimage. Haha a guy helped me to cut my damn messy siao chabor hair. Lol. He's Xavier, 26 years old. Oops i seem to be inc his basic info in here. HAd a hair treatment in there too. Laughs. Alright, thanks Mum for acc :)) And guess what! She helped me to pay my haircut, etc sial! Awesome :D

Its terrible missing somebody.

2009-12-05T01:45:00.001+08:00

Your luv is my currency, and im buying my life with the best days of it.

i wanna go out with you :(

2009-12-03T01:46:00.000+08:00

Out-ed with Ning on 28th Nov. :)

After her work, we went Plaza Singapura for dinner and also shopped ard. Also we went to some toy shops yo. Haha, seriously i dont have th habit patronizing this kinda of shops. I thot it'l be boring. Went in w Ning and then i realise the toys there were pretty interesting and attractive. :D Haha i think i'l patronize these shops more often lurh!

I wanna buy the toys....

Stitch.... Doremon... *faints* They are really too cute for me manszx. :p

Lols okie. Went ard th mall.

Aftermath, home sweet home~

* Thanks Ning for th advices :))

I dont need you ,

2009-12-02T01:49:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOO. Not here to post but to help my d, mayling to advertise sth :)

Click on th following links :
http://fickle-m.blogspot.com/
http://shopping-islovee.blogspot.com/

PLEASE DO GIVE HER YOUR SUPPORT!

2009-12-01T01:56:00.001+08:00

1st day of dec already spent my precious time rotting at home.. And for the whole entire holidays, today is the most boring day i ever had eversince my N levels ended! Wth. Hope the following days of dec wont be that un-fruitful!
Apparently, today is sucha fboring day! Take away my boredom pls.
Actually i've a date today but in the end it was cancelled. tried calling some friends but.. most working. :( Alone, alone, alone. -.-

Its 2.06am now. I-N-S-O-M-N-I-A. But i'l sleep soon i guess lest someone get angry with me again. Haha :P

Out with Cindy tmr :)

I never know it was possible to miss someone so terribly.

讲华语

2009-11-30T02:47:00.000+08:00

hi，大家好。我是黄美玲，佳欣的D。呵呵。由于她现在在和我Webcam，所以要求我帮她Blog。Since好久也没有帮她blog了^^
下班之后，我约了D陪了我到后港去修眉毛。然后再去D的家看电视。之后在搭巴士到ChompChomp去吃晚餐。

哈哈哈。我不知道要blog什么了。呵呵呵。我很高兴能和D过度Nov 的最后一天。lol。December了！:)

好了，就此停笔。D，希望你喜欢我的这个"讲华语"Post. 哈哈哈。我爱你<3>

2009-11-29T01:54:00.000+08:00

Sms, Sms, Sms.
Not working seems to be a good thing for my friends hur. Ppl who texted me will know :)
Bored, slacking, find Jeanin lor ! :D

2009-11-28T03:40:00.000+08:00

Stand back, stay away.

Sometimes being too smart and has the sight to forsee things ain't a good thing afterall. Especially when my heart is too weak to take any blow.
And i know where i stand in your life now :)

2009-11-26T03:38:00.001+08:00

So close yet so far :'(

2009-11-25T17:42:00.002+08:00

I pretty much lost control of th number of times, you made me smile.

Quiet days... Laughters and smiles werent standing by me these days.. They left me alone, at lost. Which i didnt expect at all. I thought by hanging out with friends i'l feel much better but im absolutely wrong.

Maybe no one told you there were strength in your words, and so you kept cheering and advising me on no matter what. I appreciate it. Your words made my tears dropped. And i really give your words a serious thought. I calmed down and thought calmly. You said you'l always be beside me remb ? I remb it clearly :)

YOU- never fail listening to my whines. Be it, Love, Life, Friends.

You-are always to make me smile though.

You-are always there to make me smile.

You-gimme sunshine to bright up my days.

Without you, there will be one person lesser to share both my sorrows and joy. I told you before, you're the first i think of everytime. Isnt it my luck ? Ive never find you advising me in a overboard manner. Conversely, You made me come to senses. Im not flattering you. You know im frank, straightforward. I wouldnt know what will happen these few days w/o you by me, how will i be ? If werent for you, the urban sunshine Jean wont be back. I dont deny i totally resumed to my bochup mode, but at least i smiled. I didnt wna you to acc me becuze id find the point for you to suffer with me. My terrible mood. Not hot tempered but just emotional. I und your good intentions. But i'l have t face alone. I know, and your accompany.

You said before, TIME HEALS.

Readers, this post ain't for you. But specially for my luv<3

I rely on you. Yknow that clearly . Right ? Thankew so much :D

2009-11-22T17:09:00.000+08:00

Today i met a little gurl @ Junction 8.
She approached me with a puzzled look on her face. But idk who is she..

Gurl : JieJie, are you a Singaporean ? *grins*

Me : Laughs. Err yeah... Why?

Gurl : You looked like someone fr the western part of the country. You sure you are a singaporean ?

Me : *shocks* REALLY. Thankew. Ofcourse im sure, im a Singaporean :)

Idk why, she asked and she ran off. Me stunned. Wthell ? Is the earth still revolving ? What happen to th 21st century children ? They have th guts to ask strangers strange questions! -_-
Lol. But she's cute. v^^

2009-11-21T17:03:00.000+08:00

Anyone wna catch a movie with me ?

Pretty bored.

Interested, SMS me.

OR facebook me.

OR msn me.

OR tag me.

Thks.

2009-11-20T01:42:00.001+08:00

Form teacher:
Mr Chris Silva.

Ms Lee Shupei.

Miss Nalini.

Mr Watson.Teh

PROM PARTNER :]

My chief make-up artist.

My make-up artist.

More to be uploaded. Stay tuned. :)
Awesome night ^^

2009-11-19T19:40:00.000+08:00

i've been thinking;

that the world is so big and there are so many people.
just in this little city of ours, in a day,
one moment you could see someone nd never see them for the rest of your life.
but if you're lucky, you might just see them again.

(so i've figured, we must be pretty lucky)

2009-11-18T11:24:00.002+08:00

3more days to PROM night <3 Pizza Hut with her Mum and sis and herself :)
HAHA. Ordered a curry zazzly baked rice.

JUNE LUV CURRY ZAZZLY BAKED RICE <3

Thanks for her Mum treat :D
Chilled ard.. Bought LJS back home for Mum.
Lazy t post eh, everythg short short one. HAHA.

Pics to be uploaded asap. Stay tuned :)

We're all in this together.

2009-11-17T18:38:00.000+08:00

iluv the rain and wind..
It can wash and blow away all my troubles..
Also, it can lead me to a good sleep.

2009-11-15T18:30:00.000+08:00

勉强是没有幸福的!

Songs of the day.

2009-11-14T23:10:00.003+08:00

放弃你

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TFFL3Rx5ghU&feature=related

来不及说再见

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RxEFmqzDnKw&feature=related

2009-11-12T22:25:00.000+08:00

Kinder Bueno have been within me these days till now.
Had eaten 10 packs of it.
Stuff myself with chocs ! At least i'l feel better :))

Don't accuse me anyhow ,

2009-11-11T20:50:00.000+08:00

I found this pic online and i somehow agree and somehow not.
Love finds you ?
If that's the case, Love can also ditch you.
Find Love ?
Your Love might not return your feelings.
So isit be loved or to love ?
Idk. Let nature take its course.

I wouldn't want to get hurt again. It feels like crazy shit.

2009-11-10T16:36:00.000+08:00

Time has change, so does human.

I don't see you deserve such treatment from me. Just that your actions have been pissing me off >:( For why and what must you do this to me?, do the unnecessary talks and acts?

It was all well, and i mean damn fwell. Until you and your mouth ruined it.
Awesome, isn't it?

Bear the consequences.

For June.

2009-11-09T15:52:00.001+08:00

June,
i know you won't be feeling too good these days. I really dk how to make you happy. Last time, when you're not in the mood, at least i can make you smile or laugh with my stupid actions. All i can do now is to leave you alone and overcome it. You can do it, June Tan! & i believe you can. Maybe look at the bright side of life. Perhaps its a good thg for him rather than continuing suffer. I may sound cold-blooded but there's nth you can do. I strongly think that he'l also wanna you to stay happy and not b sad right. Cheers k ? Its really heartaching to see my bestie being so sad. Not saying your grandpa, isnt it more heartaching for him? You must also rest well okie.
Tcare.

Jeanin

He will always live in your heart.

2009-11-08T16:55:00.001+08:00

Mid-year sketch.
THEME: ARCHITECTURE.
Concept: Effiel tower.

PRELIM ARTWORKS.
THEME: SPACE.

CONCEPT: PEBBLES.

There wouldn't be any product when you even gave up trying.

2009-11-07T16:12:00.001+08:00

Its not an act when my heart is missing you.

I miss you this MUCH suddenly :'(